Verse 1

I never meant to make you cry or say good bye/
When I told you I don't age and I can't watch you die/
Still you stayed/ as the days grew old and set/ you changed I remain the same as the day we met/ that was 50 years ago/ you was 26/
We shared a lifetime til her life was spent/ I faked my death for the pressed and left/ out of all my past wives you mourned me the best/
Candles around my obituary prayers god bless/ if I could die I would’ve died with her/ to see your flesh withered/
Before my eyes is a killer/ forever your Mr./ Immortalized in our wedding pictures/

Verse 2

Love lost just a fairytale for scriptures/ sands of the hourglass done stole my misses/ made dying my mistress/
Empty sex with bitches and hollow women is not fulfilling/
Stuck on her and the one true feeling I’ll forever be alone/
If I keep living blessed and damned in the same sentence/
Repentance for the love I'm missing or after life where she'll be waiting for my admission/ Can’t fail now trying to complete my mission and get God’s forgiveness/
If god is listening understand my condition/
Know that I'm heart broken and I’m wishing/
My decision I would sale my soul just to see her livin/

Verse 3

Sometimes I think of our past life/ you were the good wife/
Enjoying every second with you/ how could life be so cruel/
And take away my jewel/ no shine just hard times under these mortal rules/ Searching the centuries to find someone like you/
No luck pointless lust to despite you/ hurt but it’s my fault that I'm not beside you/ Everyday I wish that I died too/
Knowing you feeling pain from the grave for being/ lied to/
I'm alive and truthfully I can't live without you/
I want it to end can't kill myself/ I’ll come back again/
Maybe when I transition I could see you image/